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22 December 2007 @ 04:58 pm
 
My beautiful green baby is dead. 
 
 
 
Anncathann on December 22nd, 2007 04:16 pm (UTC)
Wat ? Wie ?
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 22nd, 2007 04:52 pm (UTC)
Sorry voor de schrik. Ik kreeg een pbtje van Frank of ik hem wilde bellen ... dat er een papegaai dood is gevonden ergens bij ... weet niet waar, en dat hij zijn ring om had dus hadden ze het laten weten.
Anncathann on December 22nd, 2007 06:54 pm (UTC)
... :(

Heb je daar iemand bij je ? Zorgen ze voor jou ?

Het spijt me zo; ik hoopte nog steeds, dacht dat hij ooit weer bij jullie zou zijn.
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 02:54 am (UTC)
Ja ... ik ook. Maar ik had het kunnen weten. Happy f*cking Christmas voor mij, ho ho ho :) zoals altijd ---
Anncathann on December 23rd, 2007 07:39 am (UTC)
Als ik iets voor je kan doen, zeg het dan he ...
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 07:57 am (UTC)
Ja, dankje. Maar d'r is gewoon nix. Hij is weg.
Anncathann on December 23rd, 2007 10:55 am (UTC)
Ik weet niet ... Je hebt een bericht gezet op BP, zou het makkelijker voor je zijn als ik me daar verder van aantrek ? De vragen beantwoord en zo ...
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 11:02 am (UTC)
Ik weet nog niet wat ik ga zeggen en wat niet ... ik doe het zelf, en ook pas als het mij uitkomt. Maar bedankt voor je aanbod, lief :)
ever_smallerever_smaller on December 22nd, 2007 04:36 pm (UTC)
Oh no, my heart breaks for you. :-(
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 22nd, 2007 04:53 pm (UTC)
I know
meisjekim on December 22nd, 2007 04:38 pm (UTC)
noooooooooooooo how come????
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 22nd, 2007 04:52 pm (UTC)
Hij was weggevlogen in October
meisjekim on December 22nd, 2007 04:54 pm (UTC)
awwwwwwwww liefje toch
gaat het wel een beetje?
trouwens heb jij misschien messengers die je gebruikt?
(msn; kimschormans@gmail.com)
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 02:57 am (UTC)
Nee niet echt ... maar heel erg bedankt, ik waardeer het echt. Ik heb je toegevoegd aan mijn MSN ...
meisjekim on December 23rd, 2007 09:47 pm (UTC)
fuck mijn verkeerde email gegeven
het is kimschormans@hotmail.com)
maar omdat ik bijna nooit mijn msn uitgeef
en altijd mijn emailadres bij gmail gebruik
blah. wil je me op hotmail toevoegen aub?
VTgrrlvtgrrl on December 22nd, 2007 05:33 pm (UTC)
Oh my goodness. I am so truly sorry.
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 02:57 am (UTC)
Thank you.
Sheri: VAMPIRE on Notre Dame cathedral_10booksaremyhabit on December 22nd, 2007 06:05 pm (UTC)
oh no! what happened..I'm so so very sorry
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 02:59 am (UTC)
He flew away in October, and I got a message of his breeder of I wanter to call him ... (we didn't told him he was gone); that something weird happened, that he got a call from someone who found a dead parrot with this breeder's band, and that the band number corresponded with the of our Wru.
Blackbird singing...raveness_d on December 22nd, 2007 06:16 pm (UTC)
Oh honey... I am sorry. I kept hoping he would come back to you.

My thoughts are with you and my heart hurts... it's an awful, horrible thing.
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 03:22 am (UTC)
:'( Thank you, my dear. And I'm sorry for the pain I caused you ... I know you do feel with me. I'm sorry.
Jantienmeilliyon_ on December 22nd, 2007 06:32 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry...

:(
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 03:22 am (UTC)
(Knuf)
Jantienmeilliyon_ on December 23rd, 2007 03:29 am (UTC)
Dikke knuffel... <3

Leoleolapyre on December 22nd, 2007 09:49 pm (UTC)
I'm so, so sorry. *hug* My thoughts are with you.
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 03:23 am (UTC)
Thank you, Laura ...
Baby Nothingkawaiinoir on December 22nd, 2007 11:28 pm (UTC)
The one that went missing? How do you know? How are you? :( *hugs* xxxx
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 03:29 am (UTC)
The one I killed, yes.

His breeder asked me to call, because he got contacted by someone who found a dead bird with his band, and the band number corresponded with the identification code Wru had.

How I am ... sorry that I am, something. You know how I am.

I understood the point when writing my last comment to you, and now in the light of this news, I think now you know I did, too ... I think that no matter what you decided there in the office, you would have walked out full of doubt. That what you chose was also 'best' for you doesn't mean you didn't choose in Fudge's best interest. But what do I know; I only killed what I loved the most in this world and what I've sworn to keep safe ---

I don't know how I am. Numb, I think.
Baby Nothingkawaiinoir on December 26th, 2007 12:58 am (UTC)
I don't know what to say to comfort you. I don't think you are at fault. I think you made a mistake and that had consequences and those are making you feel terrible but we all make mistakes, so easy to do. He responded as is in his nature to do.. These things are going to happen at some point to some people, sadly :( It was just chance..This is not your fault, you are not a terrible pet-mother or any of those sorts of things that you may be thinking. You have to grieve now but please try not to blame yourself *hug* x
Macaroni Murder Ladysylviamaris on December 23rd, 2007 04:29 am (UTC)
I'm so, so sorry to hear this. I'm glad you won't have to wonder anymore, but I know it must utterly break your heart.
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 04:45 am (UTC)
I said I wanted to know, didn't I ... now I don't know anymore; I think that now I know, I really did not want to know.

I start to lose faith ... you know, it's always the same; never fails. And I was not pessimist. I really, truly did hope and *believe* he was somewhere safe with his new parents and would eventually re-emerge and come back to us. It seems there is no end to the extent of tragedy I can bring upon those I love.
Lost Causeminteckers on December 26th, 2007 08:50 pm (UTC)
Life is a wheel that must turn, always turning turning away. It brings us joys and pains. The best thing you can do for yourself is to know the difference between a malicious act, a cruel act, and an accident. You did not lock him in a cage and let his bowl run dry and the life slowly, painfully drain from him. You did not kick him in a fit of anger at his cries for attention. You loved him, you loved him with all your heart. The love you have for Wru will never go away. If Wru could talk to you now, you know he'd forgive you in a heartbeat, for whatever mistake you may have made. No doubt, if he could talk, he'd apologize for flying away and putting so much pain in your heart.

I hope your healing process can begin now. Keep him in your heart. Hold the love tight.