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22 December 2007 @ 04:58 pm
 
My beautiful green baby is dead. 
 
 
 
Anncathann on December 22nd, 2007 04:16 pm (UTC)
Wat ? Wie ?
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 22nd, 2007 04:52 pm (UTC)
Sorry voor de schrik. Ik kreeg een pbtje van Frank of ik hem wilde bellen ... dat er een papegaai dood is gevonden ergens bij ... weet niet waar, en dat hij zijn ring om had dus hadden ze het laten weten.
(no subject) - cathann on December 22nd, 2007 06:54 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - shi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 02:54 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - cathann on December 23rd, 2007 07:39 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - shi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 07:57 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - cathann on December 23rd, 2007 10:55 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - shi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 11:02 am (UTC) (Expand)
ever_smallerever_smaller on December 22nd, 2007 04:36 pm (UTC)
Oh no, my heart breaks for you. :-(
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 22nd, 2007 04:53 pm (UTC)
I know
meisjekim on December 22nd, 2007 04:38 pm (UTC)
noooooooooooooo how come????
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 22nd, 2007 04:52 pm (UTC)
Hij was weggevlogen in October
(no subject) - meisjekim on December 22nd, 2007 04:54 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - shi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 02:57 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - meisjekim on December 23rd, 2007 09:47 pm (UTC) (Expand)
VTgrrlvtgrrl on December 22nd, 2007 05:33 pm (UTC)
Oh my goodness. I am so truly sorry.
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 02:57 am (UTC)
Thank you.
Sheri: VAMPIRE on Notre Dame cathedral_10booksaremyhabit on December 22nd, 2007 06:05 pm (UTC)
oh no! what happened..I'm so so very sorry
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 02:59 am (UTC)
He flew away in October, and I got a message of his breeder of I wanter to call him ... (we didn't told him he was gone); that something weird happened, that he got a call from someone who found a dead parrot with this breeder's band, and that the band number corresponded with the of our Wru.
Blackbird singing...raveness_d on December 22nd, 2007 06:16 pm (UTC)
Oh honey... I am sorry. I kept hoping he would come back to you.

My thoughts are with you and my heart hurts... it's an awful, horrible thing.
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 03:22 am (UTC)
:'( Thank you, my dear. And I'm sorry for the pain I caused you ... I know you do feel with me. I'm sorry.
Jantienmeilliyon_ on December 22nd, 2007 06:32 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry...

:(
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 03:22 am (UTC)
(Knuf)
(no subject) - meilliyon_ on December 23rd, 2007 03:29 am (UTC) (Expand)
Leoleolapyre on December 22nd, 2007 09:49 pm (UTC)
I'm so, so sorry. *hug* My thoughts are with you.
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 03:23 am (UTC)
Thank you, Laura ...
Baby Nothingkawaiinoir on December 22nd, 2007 11:28 pm (UTC)
The one that went missing? How do you know? How are you? :( *hugs* xxxx
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 03:29 am (UTC)
The one I killed, yes.

His breeder asked me to call, because he got contacted by someone who found a dead bird with his band, and the band number corresponded with the identification code Wru had.

How I am ... sorry that I am, something. You know how I am.

I understood the point when writing my last comment to you, and now in the light of this news, I think now you know I did, too ... I think that no matter what you decided there in the office, you would have walked out full of doubt. That what you chose was also 'best' for you doesn't mean you didn't choose in Fudge's best interest. But what do I know; I only killed what I loved the most in this world and what I've sworn to keep safe ---

I don't know how I am. Numb, I think.
(no subject) - kawaiinoir on December 26th, 2007 12:58 am (UTC) (Expand)
Macaroni Murder Ladysylviamaris on December 23rd, 2007 04:29 am (UTC)
I'm so, so sorry to hear this. I'm glad you won't have to wonder anymore, but I know it must utterly break your heart.
Happily ever aftershi_illegitima on December 23rd, 2007 04:45 am (UTC)
I said I wanted to know, didn't I ... now I don't know anymore; I think that now I know, I really did not want to know.

I start to lose faith ... you know, it's always the same; never fails. And I was not pessimist. I really, truly did hope and *believe* he was somewhere safe with his new parents and would eventually re-emerge and come back to us. It seems there is no end to the extent of tragedy I can bring upon those I love.
Lost Causeminteckers on December 26th, 2007 08:50 pm (UTC)
Life is a wheel that must turn, always turning turning away. It brings us joys and pains. The best thing you can do for yourself is to know the difference between a malicious act, a cruel act, and an accident. You did not lock him in a cage and let his bowl run dry and the life slowly, painfully drain from him. You did not kick him in a fit of anger at his cries for attention. You loved him, you loved him with all your heart. The love you have for Wru will never go away. If Wru could talk to you now, you know he'd forgive you in a heartbeat, for whatever mistake you may have made. No doubt, if he could talk, he'd apologize for flying away and putting so much pain in your heart.

I hope your healing process can begin now. Keep him in your heart. Hold the love tight.